Expectation

I really love this day. I saw my friend, and I bond with her. You know what, I'm just so disappointed of what Ive knew. That my crush also had communication with my ex-best friend. And what's worst he also asked her for a date. What the fuck right? Because of that I do not want to trust again to other guys. It makes me so stupid. Is there anyone who will be serious loving me? I'm truly waiting for that perfect time. :(